Existence is Futile

No meaning.
No reason.
No hope.
No way.

Existence is futile
Lives wasted running in circles
Endless pain endured for years
Never time to face your fear
Take a look outside
Self-destruction is what you'll find
This isn't how it's meant to be
Yet we stand defeated

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Shepherds lead the way,
down the path of misery.
I am the wolf,
I aim for the throat.

Polar

I live in limbo, between the poles
No sense of self, unknowing of all
The void I fill is not my own
Do I build myself to fall?

Will I ever find myself in this world?

There is a void inside me,
That I can't quite close up yet
The answers don't touch ends,
and the questions run in circles

Will I ever find my place in this world?

My mind is my own.
I will not falter.

Recording..

We recorded our demo on Sunday. I'm pretty happy with how it came out, recording vocals is once again the bane of my existence. Some parts are fine, others not so much. Ah well, at least it's done.

Leader to Ruin

Fists have ended a thousand wars,
But started a countless number more
Hatred plagues us, blinding
Can't you see what you're destroying?
I'm so sick of your neanderthal bullshit
Fists packed with hatred, it's all so pointless

Scarred by a twisted smile
As comrades fall
The visage is broken
The line is blurred

Your forked tongue
Gives you away
The rotting root
Of this mental decay

Leader to Ruin
You light the fires
Leader to Ruin
You'll watch it burn
Leader to Ruin
You plant the seeds
Leader to Ruin
Watch hatred grow

Try. Fail. Repeat.

19 years and nothing to show for it,
But caustic thoughts and a biting wit
The ground falls out from under my feet,
I'm running on empty. Try. Fail. Repeat.

I can't see. Am I blind?
I'm so sick of this grind

There's no escaping
I'm being eaten alive
Onwards we march
We're going into the hive
Our only fear
Indoctrination
How can I live,
In this heathen nation?

Drones

Wake up...

Everywhere around me
I see worthless fucking drones
Nothing left inside
Just piles of skin and bones
Not a single thought
For the rest of mankind
It's a nuclear winter
Of the common mind.

How could you give up
How could you give in
You let the world destroy you from the outside in.

I will never give up
I will never give in
I won't let this broken world get under my skin.

First time for everything...

I made this as a place to keep my thoughts, I guess we will see how it goes. :)